New Plans :)

Hey guys its me again i just wanted to fill you in on the TTC thing this will probably be a short entry.... So as you know from earlier blog post my husband and i yearn for a child so bad and we both have fertility problems. Anyhoo i was put on clomid last may and did a few rounds and was also on metformin with no success it actually messed my cycles up even more! We took a break from ttc for a little while to just relax plus i am now having AF about every 2-3 months which makes TTC pretty difficult! We are going to start back TTC here in a few months but with a new plan this time, i am not going to take anymore of that medication it just made things worse so the new plan is to start fertile aid for both my husband I and we are going to try that it is all natural and ovulation test thats it so wish us luck and i will keep you guys updated!!! :)

Hey everyone i now it has been a very long time and let me tell you there has been alot going on!!!! To start i know that i have told you guys about my papaw who had lung cancer well unfortunately my papaw passed away on September 27th it has been extremely dificult i will go ahead and tell you about the whole thing. Monday September 24th 2012 around 11:30 A.M i was laying in the bed asleep and was woke up by my mom yelling my name and telling me to hurry and come here i could tell in her voice there was something extremely wrong, I rushed up the steps to see what was going on my mom was a wreck i ask her what was going on and she tells me that my papaw collapsed and he was at the hospital unresponsive and on life support, my heart sank and i started to breakdown as well. As we drove to the hospital all i could do was cry and pray please god i am not ready to lose my papaw. We arrived at the hospital and the whole family was there, my mom and i went back to the room in the E.R and i saw him lieing there helpless i gave him a kiss and told him how much i loved him not long after that i stepped outside for a little while. We received news that papaw was being moved to the ICU room 4307 its crazy how i can still remember the room number but i just cant forget anything about those 3 days! I stayed there with him those whole 3 days and night i wasnt about to leave. The whole time all we heard was it doesnt look good he may not make it! I was always in and out of the room i would just go talk to him love him and just try to have faith i wasnt ready to lose him! About the 2nd day my papaw started having horrible seziers and they were telling us that was a sign of serious brain damage they advised us that they were going to preform a brain waive test the next day! The day that they preformed the brain waive test was the scariest day ever, we received a phone call that they would have to take him of the medication for the seizers and he was having them pretty bad! After about an hour after the test the family was called in to receive the results for the test, they told us the worst news that we could ever receive they told us that he had severe  brain damage and that he never going to get any better they advised that he be took off of the life support. Right before they unplugged the life support we all went in the room to say our goodbyes we walked in to say goodbye and i could barley stand it since they had to take him off the seizer medication to preform the test he was seizing so bad that the bed was hitting the wall it was hard to see him lie that but i just had to say goodbye. After he was removed from life support he lived on his own for 13 hours me and my mom and my husband were there in the room holding his hand as he took his last breath! I still remember the last thing that he said to me about 3 days before he passed away it was that he was proud of me and he loved me very much, i will never stop missing him and i will never forget him!!!!

~Long Time No Blog~

Hey guys i know that i havent blogged in a little while and i am very sorry i have just been a little busy and a little occupied lol Anyways so i am doing pretty good a little sick to my stomach at the moment due to the metformin! Im ok though lets see there are a couple new things to tell for one i have started a TTC Vlog on youtube i have two videos up so far the first is just a introduction and the second is an questions video to get to know me i love doing it now i am totally addicted haha but anyway so another thing is i am still waiting on AF she is around 3 days away now and i have no signs of her as of yet so *FX* About 4 days ago or so i had some slight cramping but it was nothing like AF and i had quite a bit of EWCM and now nothing besides i am still pretty you know down there lol and i have been craving oatmeal pies for two days now just randomly and i finally got them today and let me tell you they were delicious!!!! Well thats about all that i have for now still waiting on AF so i can start clomid even though it would be great if she didnt show and i get my BFP so send me lots of baby dust!!! :) My youtube name is xxxOurTTCJourneyxxx if you want to follow my new TTC Vlogs! Well i guess that is just about all for now i will try to blog again very soon and i love you guys!!! Just remember our days is coming and LOTS of babydust to you all! :)

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~April 22, 2012~

Hey guys i know it has been awhile since i have blogged lol but there has really been nothing happening even worth blogging about! So im doing pretty good excited about church tonight! I created a group for TTC ladies on facebook and i love it i just love having people that know what i am feeling and going through to talk to it helps me so much and anytime i have a question they are always there to help the best they can! :) So as  you guys might know this month was kinda a little break for the hubby and i not trying yet trying at the same time lol the only thing we didn't do was OPK'S and track ovulation etc.... I thought since we are starting clomid next month that we could use a relaxing month right before! lol But that being said i didn't even know when i ovulated or if i did so the night before last i was having horrible leg aches while trying to go to sleep i actually tossed and turned alot because of it anyway so then last night i was having slight cramps and slight sharp pains in my right ovary area here and there then again while trying to sleep last night i was having the leg aches again so who knows what that is lol so i decided just for fun to do the math and add everything up to see if i had ovulated yet so i did that mabey 20 mins ago and guess what?!? Im actually 3 DPO today so i was like hmmmm..... Well, anyway who knows mabey it is a good sign and i pray that i do get my BFP if AF is a no show i will be ecstatic and if she isn't well then i will be excited also because that means its time to start clomid! So either way i will be happy!!! So it is officially 2 weeks and 2 days until my first clomid cycle and i am sooooo EXCITED!!! I cant wait i am so hopeful about this and i really believe that this is the light at the end the tunnel for us and i will hold on to the faith in god that he will give us our beautiful miracle baby!!! That being said even though i do have hope and faith and believe that it will in fact work there are also the what ifs' constantly running through my head because if this doesn't work we cannot afford the expensive step that is next which is IUI or IVF and we just cannot afford that so this truly is our last choice and our only hope so just please keep us in your prayers that this clomid will work in the 6 cycles that i am on it!!!! I love you guys and remember that our day is coming i promise!!!! <3

~Hope&Faith~

Hey guys i know i have not posted in a while and there is a reason of course lol. So as you guys know i was put on metformin on april 12th and i start clomid next month well the metformin has been making me SUPER sick for the first 4-5 days i could hardly even eat and all i felt like doing was laying in the bed!!! But i think the problem was all the soda that i was drinking since it is loaded with sugar and metformin is a insulin pill so...... anyway i stopped the soda all together and all i am drinking now is sweet tea which is working out very good because for the past two days now i have had almost no sickness thank goodness, not that it isn't worth it because it is and i would have continued to take it regardless!!! So that is the reason that i have not posted in a while! Anyway so i am very excited that my first clomid cycle is coming up in about 2 weeks and 6 days and i cant wait to see if i ovulate and see if it works for us i am truly having faith that it will but there are still the what if's that run through my mind! Since you can only be on clomid for 6 months (6 cycles) i just keep thinking what if it does not work? What if we are not pregnant in 6 cycles? It scares me to death because we cannot afford the really expensive step that would be next which is IVF. So just please keep us in your prayers and FX that this clomid is the light at the end of the tunnel and that we get our little miracle baby within the 6 months that i am on it!!! Well, i know it is short but that is really all i have for now i will try to post again soon!!! Love you guys and just remember our day is coming soon i promise!!!! Babydust to you all! :)))

~Excited~

Hey guys i know that i didnt blog yesterday after my BIG news, but it was such a lonnnng day and i was wore out so i am a little late haha anyway as you know if you read my blog we had our appointment yesterday the 12th of April 2012 and it was our last fertility test witch was for me and it was an ultrasound and also we found out all of our results and what we are going to do!!! So here is the news we both have a problem but its small! His test showed that he has low count and low mobility, I have PCOS which can cause you not to ovulate, but here comes some good news!!! It doesn't mean that we cant have a baby because we still CAN :))) Oh and my insulin wasn't where it should be and that can interfere with ovulation also but there is a fix for that also!! My OBGYN said that she has alot of hope that clomid will work for us! She gave me clomid and metophormin the metophormin is for the insulin situation! I start clomid next month, and i have already started the metophormin i take it everyday twice a day! :) I take clomid days 5-9 of my cycle and i have blood work every month on cycle day 23 to check for ovulation!!! She said that she had a couple that was in the same situation that we are in and she put the girl on clomid and she came in the office pregnant this month!!!! So i am very hopeful and relieved!!!! That is my news and i just wanted to share and tell you guys how excited and so much more hopeful that i am! 

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~Big Day~

Hey guys my day has been pretty much just a lazy day didnt feel to well when i woke up and that lasted throughout the day but feeling some better. Tomorrow is the BIG day and it is all that i can think about i cant seem to do anything or concentrate on anything lol i just cant get it of my mind im just super duper nervous and scared but at the same time VERY excited!!! I tried studying nope no way nothing was sinking in to my head all i can think about is tomorrow!!!! Anyway just please keep us in your prayers that everything turns out good and i get put on clomid and it WORKS!!!! :) I will definatly let you guys know what happens as soon as i get home! I doubt i will be sleeping much tonight :O Well i did have a very good day tho besides the worrying i had a video chat with the BFF Kim today for the first time that was very fun and cant wait to do it again, she made me laugh so much and weather she knows this or not that really helped me alot with the whole worrying thing! :)  I also want to say thank you Kim for the post that you wrote tonight you have no idea how much that meant to me and i am so thankful to have such a great friend love ya much!!!! Well i know its short but thats really all i have for tonight but i am going to attach a picture below kinda a surprise for you Kim hope you like!!! I love you guys and just remember our day is coming i promise!!! :)))

Cloud Chicks :)))

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