~April 22, 2012~

Hey guys i know it has been awhile since i have blogged lol but there has really been nothing happening even worth blogging about! So im doing pretty good excited about church tonight! I created a group for TTC ladies on facebook and i love it i just love having people that know what i am feeling and going through to talk to it helps me so much and anytime i have a question they are always there to help the best they can! :) So as  you guys might know this month was kinda a little break for the hubby and i not trying yet trying at the same time lol the only thing we didn't do was OPK'S and track ovulation etc.... I thought since we are starting clomid next month that we could use a relaxing month right before! lol But that being said i didn't even know when i ovulated or if i did so the night before last i was having horrible leg aches while trying to go to sleep i actually tossed and turned alot because of it anyway so then last night i was having slight cramps and slight sharp pains in my right ovary area here and there then again while trying to sleep last night i was having the leg aches again so who knows what that is lol so i decided just for fun to do the math and add everything up to see if i had ovulated yet so i did that mabey 20 mins ago and guess what?!? Im actually 3 DPO today so i was like hmmmm..... Well, anyway who knows mabey it is a good sign and i pray that i do get my BFP if AF is a no show i will be ecstatic and if she isn't well then i will be excited also because that means its time to start clomid! So either way i will be happy!!! So it is officially 2 weeks and 2 days until my first clomid cycle and i am sooooo EXCITED!!! I cant wait i am so hopeful about this and i really believe that this is the light at the end the tunnel for us and i will hold on to the faith in god that he will give us our beautiful miracle baby!!! That being said even though i do have hope and faith and believe that it will in fact work there are also the what ifs' constantly running through my head because if this doesn't work we cannot afford the expensive step that is next which is IUI or IVF and we just cannot afford that so this truly is our last choice and our only hope so just please keep us in your prayers that this clomid will work in the 6 cycles that i am on it!!!! I love you guys and remember that our day is coming i promise!!!! <3